SHINE-ing life ___ let's SHINE & DIVE!

Saturday, November 07, 2009

3-4yrs.. alot of things can happen.. right?
hahaha..
was flipping thru my emails..
& guess wat i've found!
dont be shocked!

this was taken 3 yrs ago! hahah

the 3 spokesperson for Giordano

HAHA!

福禄寿!

hahahaha

不要哭了吗该哭的人是我吧你都坦白爱上了他我有什么办法我也同意啦既然你提出想法我们不要拖拖拉拉就从明天开始吧那就这样吧再爱都曲终人散啦那就分手吧再爱都无需挣扎不要再问我怎舍得拱手让他你走吧到了记得要给我通电话那就这样吧再爱都要sayonara 再给抱一下闻一闻你的长发不要再哭啦快把眼泪擦一擦这样吧再爱我有缘的话

o~~ it's... 3:58 PM time to ; SHINE! *;

u've told me..

i did..

have u?

when was the last time...??

我很想恨你我很想不想你了我一直告诉自己我做的每一件事不能有你的隐映但是...

im on my own right my dear? but pls guide me. i knw i cant do this alone.

o~~ it's... 2:03 AM time to ; SHINE! *;

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

my dearest welfare kids really sell their soul to welfare lei..
i duno whether to be touched or heartache for them lei..
mixed emotions?

o~~ it's... 10:19 PM time to ; SHINE! *;

Monday, November 02, 2009

wat's ur childhood cartoon characters?

elene's childhood cartoon characters PART 1

TA-DAM!
this is one of the earliest! =)
and my FAV!!! when i was much younger! hahaha

not only mine alrights..

all my cousins too! =p

SAILORMOON!

i still rmb that day in Tom's when i was so exciting over being able to watch sailormoon show! =p

random -.-

perhaps its due to the constant "early" nights.

current state of deprived childhood -.- haha

wat rubbish talking I.. haha

wat was spoken, wat left unsaid.juz.. follow ur heart..

*yawns*

but transferring files to zhao liang.

need to settle welfare stuffs 1st.

tml's the soft launch of the hub!

wont say everything's smooth.

wont say everything's cocked up.

but would say...

i've amazing welfare members =)))

love them all! =))

despite the super tight DEADlines we were working on.

we've been so far.

trying to make ALMOST ALL the impossible possible.

JIAYOU welfare kids =))

o~~ it's... 4:14 AM time to ; SHINE! *;

Friday, October 30, 2009

这是真的吗？昨天终于再见到你了
so cute~
昨天实在太多事发生了差一点我就快喘不过气差一点我撑不下去差一点...

我以为我可以我以为我已慢慢的..可以了但昨天遇见你时才发现我这些日子努力的一切都白费了你还是我的精神支柱有一种冲动想要再一次的投入你的怀抱但是我住制了一切的发生但你还是我的精神支柱怎么办？

sometimes..

a hug can solve everything..

只要一个真心的拥抱可以吧。但是我怕就因为一个真心的拥抱我努力的一切又都白费了

alrights..

almost everything =)

我搞不懂我们到底怎么了诚实的背后是否住着伤痛我想不通我们的爱怎么了雨下过以后是否能让什么不同

明明从前连争执都很甜美现在怎会说句话就弄通一篇

too many things has been happening in just ONE day..

BUT..

challenges are what make life interesting,

overcoming them is what makes life meaningful..

because of my 'kids' i'll hold on..

press on elene!

stay strong for them!

o~~ it's... 3:56 PM time to ; SHINE! *;

Thursday, October 29, 2009

many sides to a story.
many perspectives to a sitatuation.
depends on how you angle yourself to see it.
its been like 987425693754698756428376423948755698237087318745639873984687568237643o837456 seconds since.. but i still wonder.. NO NO! [deleted watever i wanna say] 习惯. 对你是是依赖还是习惯? 我分不清了. 我不想管了.

sounds so 'demotivating'.. right?

how can i be there for you when im not even prepared here for myself?
还没决定往哪走才所以不能答应你陪我怕你会变成我

wat abt this?
昨天的我差一点又。。我心里一直在想。。你在身旁就好了。。就像以前一样。。但我也告诉自己。。人一定要往前走。。不能一直往后看。。但是，你的魅力实在太大了。argh! 怎么办！教我怎么办！

o~~ it's... 11:05 AM time to ; SHINE! *;

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

给你的承诺
是我的推动力

我会记得那天我答应你了

watever that has happened..
wont sour our relationship.. in fact it had further strengthen it..
thanks ptbf.. ="))

"thanks for being my ptbf.. if it were others.. they wont be like you.."

though we both have been super bz with our lives now..
but i knw that very soon.. all will be 'stablised' very soon =))
hang in there alrights?

anyw.. been feeling that..
im full-time nussu welfare..
part-time student..

esp for the month of nov.. welfare will be doing..
- exam pack
- are you happy day
- soft launch of student hub
- tag-me competition
- diary design competition

woots~ JIAYOUsss ppl!
i trust my ppl =)) mom will always be here to support! =))

and and and..
im shortlisted for 3 agencies under the social work scholarship! =)
youth outreach services, children's society & MINDS.
erm.. didnt thot that i would even 'quality' for the scholarship.
while ppl are worrying if they shld take up the scholarship after they are selected after the interview..
im worrying abt, shld i even become a social worker?

anyw.. im really happy to be able to be short listed for the scholarship! =))
would really wanna get the scholarship, so that my parents dont have to spend so much $$$$ to afford my uni fees man!

and and and
i also wanna watch the only-show-for-2-weeks MJ movie!
and bro also recomm "sister's keeper"

i've been wanting to watch movies!
wanna take a short breather..

as much as i dislike politics..
to think that..
i actually have to start it..
in hope to end it..
给你的爱一直很安静..

o~~ it's... 1:23 AM time to ; SHINE! *;

Friday, October 23, 2009

omg!
eeekk..
o.O!
i was sneaking at discovery channel while TRYING to do project juz now.
*puke*

they were showcasing 'cruel' inventions which the olden western countries used to exceute ppl.
its really disgusting trying to see the whole thinking process of HOW they invent the 'machines' and they still call them "HUMANE death machine". HUH?!?!
contradictory man.
anyw, i realised that alot of the "HUMANE death machine" played with the 'neck' & spine.

HOWEVER,
wat they also showed was that how these historical "HUMANE death machines" eventually become modern "life saver machines".

no inventions are wrong / right.
it depends on HOW u intend u use it.

technology.
amazing.
scary too.

o~~ it's... 11:19 AM time to ; SHINE! *;